Things I want to do/sort out/think of/stop doing:
University course
- I've changed my mind on countless choices already and just as I think I've got it sorted out, I go back into the messy mess that is the box of university course choices. I go from wanting to do fashion -> architecture -> interior design -> graphic design -> english & literature -> psychology -> ???. Currently though, I'm slowly gaining interest in taking up fashion again Zz.
Feeding off social media for happiness
- When and why did the amount of followers I gain or lose on Instagram/Twitter become important to me? Why do I feel get a tad bit upset when nobody leaves a comment on my photos? When have I become so shallow? It's horrid.
Study
- I'm at the end of my month long holiday already and to be honest, I barely studied. Yes, I have my weekly tuition classes and my occasional I-want-to-study-really-hard-right-now moments, but I know I hardly scratched the surface of the amount of studying I actually have to do.
Growing up
- I think about growing up a lot. Often, it's because I feel like I'm far too dependant and childish for someone who is about to step into a world out of school and home. Considering the fact that I like being taken care after (which I'm sure everyone does as well) though, it is pretty hard to stop being so dependant on someone to always be there for me. Alas, life's not always going to be as easy going as that, and so, I guess it's time for me to grow up but never to completely lose my childish ways. x
Branch out and try new things
- I'm a sucker for new things and setting off on adventures but I'm also a definite sucker for doing absolutely nothing and lounge all day in my pyjama bottoms. Unfortunately, my fearful irrational dear self is far from comfortable to take on heights/bugs/lack of wifi/darkness/being in a jungle/scuba diving/cable cars and the list goes on and on. I'm holding on to hopes that one day I'd get over some of my fears though.
Shop/Give away clothes
- Lately, I haven't been too fond of the contents of my closet and am just itching to get my hands on some new clothes that fit my current style. I call it 'The I-dress-so-lazily-and-effortless-but-in-reality-spent-so-long-picking-out-my-outfit' style. After wearing the hijab as well, I lack in long sleeved/ hijab & weather appropriate clothes and have been wearing the same grey M&S cardigan over almost every tee I wear. As for the giving away part, my closet is pretty full on packed despite its 5 tiered shelves, 2 drawers and separate hanger space (with additional shelf space underneath)......
Hunt for a prom dress
- It's my senior prom and I'm determined to look like an ethereal goddess sparkly fairy queen whilst keeping it modest and appropriate. Currently, I'm thinking of wearing something along the lines of the combination of white and gold.
Focus on the good & ignore the bad
- I've always been a happy-go-lucky kind of girl but stress and growing up really does change a person, either for the worst or the best. For me, I want to be seen and remembered as someone who was always smiling or laughing, and I guess to brighten up other's when they see me. After days lately of being absolutely frustrated with myself, I'm finally sorting myself out to look out only on the positives and to keep the negatives at bay.
Do great in my trial exams
- My trials are in two weeks and I'm here struggling to even do homework, let alone am set to take on those papers. However, I am trying to start completing more exercises, write more notes and such.
Stop crying (legit tears) in frustration whilst trying to do History work
- I tried, I really did....Zz. History is one of the hardest and most frustrating subject for me because frankly, I'm not really fond of it. I'm more into world history. Don't get wrong though, I love my country but meh, guess learning History focusing on the same thing over and over every year isn't really my thing. Also, since it is in Malay, I have problems understanding sigh, especially the KBAT or KBBK or HOTS (whatever) questions.
Getting a haircut
- My hair is now almost hip length and in it's frizzy, curly and messy glory, it's getting harder and harder to maintain it. Thought of cutting it short but I love it too much to. I know hair grows back but bruh, my hair is my comfort blanket. And a comfort curtain considering how much I used to hide behind it whenever I was shy before I started wearing a hijab.
Set up an Ask Me widget
- Not like anyone would ask me anything though but you know, whenever the rare occasion comes up where someone does, then it'd come in handy. Unfortunately though, I don't think Blogspot has that widget like Tumblr does.
Update blog more often
- So many draft posts, so many half finished posts, so many ideas I can't convey.
Get out of my sad/frustrated slump
- One word: Ugh.
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