Sick of boredom

"Just know that these streets don't love you like I do."

- Right Hand // Drake 

TUES/29 OCT

I'm so bored. I'm always bored. I'm sick of being bored. 

I'm always feeling like I need to find better things to do but then again, I never feel like getting off the comforts of the couch. I've got shops/cafes/restaurants just a walking distance away yet I never go out. To be honest, I need to make friends with people in the neighbourhood. Then again, how do I do that without going out lol. Thought about blogging a couple of times but there just hasn't been anything exciting enough for me to write about. It's still the second week of exams and oh damn, I'm sick of it already. I want to just get over it all. 

One thing I'm looking forward after trials end though, is prom night! It's my last prom as a senior and gah, it's just so bittersweet. My friend is in charge of putting together the prom video for us and watching just snippets of it the other day I already feel like crying. It was definitely amazingly put together and it really shows how we are and how close we all are together. God, I'm going to miss them all so much. So, so much. 

I guess after school ends there's obviously still opportunities for us all to hang out but I'm afraid we'd separate to our own ways. I mean I know that's just how life goes and we all are gonna find new people too, but there's just something about school friends that just stick in your memories. 

Sigh.

My head is hurting again zz. Something I don't get is how I have the puffiest eye bags even though I barely sleep late. I miss staying up through the night but there's nothing to stay up for, really. No one to talk to; nothing to look forward to. 

I know this post is fairly short but till I'm properly done with trials, I don't think I'm gonna have anything up. Trials are draining me. 

xx