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Good Sunday evening!

It's currently 7 pm and everyone's waiting for Iftar. Some are probably cooking, some are probably at the bazaar; their hands full of food, some are probably around the table already, and some are like myself, are just lounging.

Currently, I'm watching White Chicks which is one of my all time favourite movies ever! I've watched it so many times already and can watch it many more times.

"YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT MOOOOOTHERS" 

My favourite scene though is the dance battle because they killed it, obviously. Wonder how you could randomly start a dance battle, then have a group of girls who know exactly how the choreography goes. Imagine if you could do that in real life. Imagine the amount of dance battles you could watch randomly going on on the streets. IMAGINE HOW FUN THAT'D BE. 

Anyway, wonder what everyone else is having for Iftar. I'm not sure what I'm having either. I like how I sound like I'm in a real conversation with whoever that reads this aha. I'd love to be able to, honestly. 

My face is so oilyyyyyyyyyy. I don't know where my blotters are though belgh. Face, face, face. Had a face mask on earlier and it felt good, that is, until my face started feeling hot lol.

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Good Monday morning!

Meant to finish off this post yesterday but forgot about it after having dinner he he he. So, yeah. Currently not in school today because I've got a guitar exam to go to, sigh. I'm just saddening myself by having reminders that no one is here to tell me,

"it's going to be alright." "don't be nervous." "you're going to do great okay? I know it." 

Sigh, these are really the times where I miss having someone around always. Then again, how long do I expect people to always be there for me? I've got to learn to be my own supporter as well, and push myself on my own. 

Hm, 11.51 am right now. 2 hours+ or so till the exam. I feel like I'm supposed to be nervous but currently not feeling anything, which is weird. If I'm nervous, I'm scared that I'd mess up but if I'm not nervous, I'm scared that I'd mess up because I'm too confident. Either way, the conclusion's still the same. I just don't want to mess up.  

Bleh, I woke up feeling pretty empty today. Not sure why though since I was feeling pretty good and happy last night. To add to my own gloomy cloud, the wifi's not working aaaagh. I'm using my phone's hotspot to write up this post on my laptop. 

Hmm, I don't know what to talk about. I'm really bored as well. You know what, I genuinely just wish I had someone to talk to right now. That's all. It honestly would be nice. 

Anyway anyway *shoos away the sadness*, I just downloaded Snapchat the other day and still have no bloody idea how to use it. Someone teach me please!! My name's sarziepan on there by the way, if anyone wants to snap (??) me (lets!!!!!). 

Have a great day! xx